Chapter 24: The House Within
a House

It is morning again. The white
sun sparkles on the wood anemones. The bluebells are growing
rapidly up to the light. Soon they will spatter the wood with
their mass of blue; but now the tricholoma with their
starch-white plates are hiding in the brushwood. Crystal balls
are twisting and twinkling in the blades of grass, splitting
the light with a dozen different stained glass globules. At
the bottom of the valley the sun is tumbling down the ladder
of trees, step by bright step over space by dark space, and
falling headlong into the stream with a great white splash.

The birds are practicing short
sprints from bush to bush, the baby rabbits poke their heads
above the grass, lollop about, half nibbling at grass, half
playing in the sun, and for day after day there is a happy
care-free hero bouncing across the fields, scrambling up the
steep sides of the valley, and staring down through the tall
trees, through the shafts of sunlight, across the blue-green
grasses, into the woods on the other side of the stream.

The valley is mine, all mine,
and the sounds are the small telephone conversations of the
birds and the itchy little sounds of insects scuttling in and
about the dry sticks and the new grass.
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It is morning again. The world
is a giant game. I throw a six and get out of bed. I bound
downstairs and draw back the curtains. The sun is not above
the hill yet, and the rooms look dull.
Throw the dice and move up to the back garden, beyond the
rockery. Stand on the white stone slab, and the sun reaches
down to me, and into me. I am safe on this square. I can miss
two turns and let the morning come to me.
I

t is my move again. I throw a
double six. I jump the little stone wall between the swimming
pool and the field while the day is early and new. I follow
the pathway the cows have flattened along by the top hedge. I
am high up, I am in control. I can see right across my
domains. Behind the copse rises the gable end of the house.
Somewhere inside is a sleeping Annabel. How absurd, when there
is a whole new bright world outside to play with.

I throw the dice again, and
jump to the next square. Into the bracken under the trees. I
pick morels and tricholoma, putting them into the white
plastic bag. I shall eat them for breakfast. Further and
further into the sunbeams, through a column of motes, over the
small animal pathways, under the secret flight paths, into a
secret world where all the secrets are known to me, even if I
do not understand them.

I clamber up to a partly fallen
beech tree and swing into the bowl of the trunk, and sit with
a leg swinging, my back against the warming bark. I have
reached another safe square. I shall wait here until the white
queen rushes through the wood with her devil clock, and then I
shall race her home, and have breakfast ready on the verandah
before Annabel has hooked on her bra and buttoned up her
blouse.

It is my go again. I have a
choice. I can throw the dice or take a card. The card may be
disadvantageous, but it may give me something I need which I
cant get from running round the board. My batteries feel
charged. Perhaps I should simply stop playing this game. Do I
play a different game? I stare across the woodland, wondering
what my next move should be.

I decide that particular game
is over. Something else now awaits my attention. I walk gaily
home and put my bag of mushrooms on the table. I cut and clean
them, and throw them into a pot with a smidgeon of olive oil,
a dash of salt, and a sprinkle of pepper, and put them on an
incredibly low gas for twenty minutes to steam into a gorgeous
catsup for breakfast.

After breakfast Cephren comes
across the lawn looking very serious. He has been exploring
the ruined house on the corner. "Dad. Can I borrow your
wheelbarrow?"

"Whatever do you want that for?
You're not going to take up building surely? I would have
thought you'd learned from me to keep well away from
building."

But he is not amused. "No, I
want to bring home a television."
"

A television? Where from?"
"

The ruined cottage."

"Oh." I assume he has found a
discarded machine, probably in the cellar, but I suppose if he
gets off on the pretence, we can handle a spot more junk on
the premises. I shrug my shoulders. "Sure. Do you think you
can get it into the barrow on your own?"

His eyes light up. "Yes. I
tried to lift it just now, and I can manage it." And he goes
off with the barrow; Mini trailing him.

The sun is high above the beech
trees which tower over the ruined farmhouse, as Cephren and
Mini plod off with the wheelbarrow, looking like a couple of
cartoon children.

Fifteen minutes later, looking
very puffed and red in the face he lets the barrow down in the
middle of the driveway. On top is a large old t.v. From a
distance it looks okay, but some of the insides are missing.
The screen is still intact, and that is the important thing.

"I think I'd better get it
upstairs for you." Once up in his room I am not quite sure
where to put it, but then I get a brain wave. "I know, how
about building your own little house in the bedroom?"

All eyes grow large and the
kids jump up and down. Just the thing. Their own little house.
What fun.

What an idiot I am. I get some
batons, and cut them into four foot lengths. Each wall will be
four feet long and four feet high. I screw the batons into the
corner of the room, and in about half an hour I have
constructed a skeleton house. On the mezzanine floor of
Annabel's painting room are loads of cardboard boxes, kept
just in case they may possibly one day be of some use. Annabel
gets them down, and carefully cuts along the edges so the
cardboard unfolds to its fully flattened extent. We drape the
cardboard over the frame, and staple it down, and hey presto
we have real walls.

The kids are inside, and
immediately start dragging everything in sight into their new
home. They need a carpet, stools to sit on, a table, a
bookshelf, and a large shelf for the prize exhibit: the t.v.
Mini insists on having a curtain for the door, and they are
complete. They have moved into their house. They have set up
home on their own. We simply don't see the children again.
At supper time we creep upstairs. It is very quiet in the
bedroom. I knock on the wall of their new house.

"Who's there?" The curtain is
drawn.

We peep inside. They are
sitting side by side on little stools staring at the blank
television set.
They whizz down for a hurried supper, and then belt
hell-for-leather upstairs again to their little house,
ostensibly to watch more t.v.

They are busy all week.
Everyone in the house is playing silly games, and it looks as
though everyone is winning, and, try as I might, I cant see
any cheating going on.
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