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Voyeur in the Shower

Somewhere south of Nimes
in the hot
evening
i went to the campsite shower
The cool water
sparkled over my skin
till i turned a
tap

and the warm water
soothed into my muscles
There on the wall
quite a shock
i saw
this green ah yes
you don't catch me
plastic frog with big white
plastic warts on the end of his webs
to stick him to the wall
Some joker
he was right
thought he'd make me jump
but I'm not squeamish, I soothed
soap into my neck and shoulders letting the
warm water roll
down me
I reached for the tap
turned it off and towel
and poked the plastic
frog which promptly
crawled up the wall
perched on the pipe and peered
at me
Some plastic joker he was right
thought he'd make me jump


Above Cairo

Wavelets of sand
among the
toes of trees. The green long leaves
loosen
dropping their dust
silently
while the white moon
moves
softly onto her back
relaxing
her cool breasts pointed like new
pyramids of spring


Drunk in Russia

You may jump into the air
and sing about the stars
but sooner or later you must fall
back on mother earth

Russia is where you stand
she is silent for a while
maybe you think she is dreaming
but she is solid

When the frost is hard
she hears you kicking
and laughs when you try to kick her teeth in

When the spring glistens
and you push your girl's back into the grass
you can feel the swell of the ground beneath you

Smash her beautiful hair
tip acid down her long smooth legs
blast craters in her breasts
and cover her face with blood
      She may heave and cry a little
      she may be sad
      but she is still beneath you
      in her loving hands the golden corn



Written outside Moscow after reading Alexander Blok and drinking several bottles of vodka with my new friends.

Food For Free

Hand slowly
and methodically
up
her legs
her pants
light green like
new translucent beech
leaves i crush
crinkle in my grasp
there's more
beneath
I bite
her flesh it tastes
ground chicory, dandelion root
and beech leaves
you know i bite
some more you don't?
then i'll give you her
number and you can get
into roots
and see those beech leaves
crinkled over her
like transparent smack her
little bottom when it twitchesferns

across her Number?
not
now i'm busy
Hand slowly
and methodically
              up

A Short History of the World

I build my house
on paper
in the evenings when the bright
light from my eyes
dazzles the room
My future comes
slowly into focus on the sensitive paper.
One day
it will fit me
like an alarm clock ringing

I build my house
of bricks
my hands are on the walls
my children fill the rooms
and time sits snugly round me
till the bombs of hatred
smash it
and the stinking fingers of avarice
tear every shred away

I build my house
inside my head
dreaming in the evenings
Time is out of phase
but in the small silence
the frames of time fit together
until the armies of the vandal world
march over me and
crush the beauty in my head
squeezing in irrelevant trivia
where my soul should be

I build my house
in a bubble
I hide behind the moon
and leave my body's patch of ground
a vacant lot
where other fools may fight
and when I would prove my soul is still alive
I stretch
to pull the slender thread
and there my house
pale like the red moon
misty over the sloping vineyard
but
you will never see the thread

Moonrise Over Vineyard

I feel under your green blouze
      steal your fruit
           while the red
                moon blows
                     gently away from her moorings

Tie me with a thread
      and let me float behind

October's Gone

October was green and gold, then
A man could stay out at nights and

Still come home in the early dawn
with no feelings of alarm

That the rheum across his eye was
the early warning of a wheeze.

The days are shorter now, and strewn with
Germs coughed out by the whistling kids

Home from school. Off-white
handkerchiefs have made the grade of late.

First a sniff, delicately now
restrained, trying to staunch the flow,

Soon piles of soggy bog-roll everywhere,
green phlegm in the sink, and red sores leer

From beneath a swollen nose. Then
Drip by drip the long siege begins;

While the back of your nose, and your throat
are hacked by coughing pincers of slate;

Hacked by pincers of red hot slate,
And vitamin C is now much too late.


          * This of course is a pastiche of the Ted Hughes poem October Dawn

Old Man's Lovesong

You have grown old
the red string sends out
feelers over your sharp riveted skin
the red string grows
darkens
goes hard like dried blood

I remember when
your eyes were cool dark
pools
I looked
into those dark places
where all my future lay
bright like buried treasure

Now there is a net in your eyes
a thin slippery red net
an old man drags it along
and look as he may
the treasure has gone like sand
from a timer

Success

I knew success was
waiting
for me in the same old place
just around the corner
but i could never see
which corner hid
the glitter and the fame
and anyway
a tough wind blew
hard in my face
and there were dragons in my mind
i dared not fight

And now
maybe as you listen
you can hear the small sad whimper
that was once a battle cry
as success
still just around the corner
waits for someone else

Oh What a Lovely War

I dreamed
there were paper dolls dancing by the riverbank
and there
above the giant spider trees the wanton moon sank
a monk
with his bright paper halo
touching
the tops of trees with yellow
I dreamed
that all along the riverbank lay starch dolls
faces
greened and hideous with red ivied atolls

Please my dream-maker take away the red ivy from their faces
and tell the band to play again under the bright paper halo.


Ricorso

At the end of the day
the silence which passes all understanding and
seeks the soul
to clean, rejuvenate and prime
the silence
which washes out all ears

At the end of the day
i hear the silence all around me
and i tiptoe in

Darkness at the close of day
darkness i can sit and watch
the darkness which cleans the eyes of aimless flicker
enfolds the soul
and pads the silence

     i hear no world
     see no world
     i feel no world

Hush    i am growing again
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